You know whats fucking scary? The fact that I could literally change my life at any moment. I could stop talking to everyone that makes me unhappy. I could kiss whoever i want. I could shave my head or get on a plane or take my own life. Nothing is stopping me. The entire world is in my hands, and I have no idea what to do with it.
THIS DISEASE IS ACTUALLY MY WORST FEAR
A. WHY MY LAST RELATIONSHIP ENDED.
My last relationship ended after a very long period of unintended neglect. I was absolutely taken with the boy, and him and I went through an incredible amount together. But the last few months of the relationship we seldom saw each other, didn’t talk with the same vigour as before and when we were together it never felt as though he were trying. It took me a long time to end it, but I finally convinced myself that I deserved more. It was very emotional, but we’re mending that hole in our hearts slowly and I hope we can be friends at some point in the future!
C. WHO I LIKE AND WHY I LIKE THEM.
I really really like thelovelytucan. I like to think that we’re very much the same person, but I’m the thinker and he’s the doer. He inspires me every day to hone my interests, because he’s the most talented person I know in so many ways. He’s also a wonderful writer, and that’s probably what made me fall for him the hardest.
D. HARDEST THING I’VE EVER BEEN THROUGH.
In high school I was in a circle of friends that was very poisonous. There were a couple deadly girls who dealt with various issues, but chose to deal with them by lashing out at the rest of us. In grade 12 an awful rumour spread about me and my friends abandoned me completely - I later learned they were the ones who started it. The day that started was excruciating.
G. SEXUAL ORIENTATION.
I’m in love with whoever I’m in love with at the time.
L. ONE OF MY INSECURITIES.
Body hair. I don’t shave my legs or my armpits often and I’m very comfortable with that, but I have a lot of body hair elsewhere and everywhere that makes me really uncomfortable. I work extremely hard to keep those places silky so the conventionally unconventional hair can remain.
Q. RELATIONSHIP STATUS AS OF RIGHT NOW.
Very much in love with the boy I like above.
S. A RANDOM FACT ABOUT MYSELF.
I get extremely anxious when people stack/balance things.
U. WHERE I WANT TO BE RIGHT NOW.
My family just returned from a trip to France that I declined, and although they’re back home I wish I had been there with them.
V. LAST TIME I CRIED.
The boy and I recently had a talk about how we were feeling about the relationship and I got unintentionally emotional. Everything’s good, though!
W. CONCERTS I’VE BEEN TO.
Dave Matthews Band - 6 times
Jack Johnson & G-Love
David Gray - 3 times
Ray Lamontagne - 2 times
Born Ruffians - 2 times
USS - 2 times
Those are some of the best ones, but I have seen many more!
Z. HOW ARE YOU?
Over all I’m well! I love school, my job, and my situation currently. I’ve been making so many new friends lately and have been getting out of my comfort zone a lot. It’s been wonderful.
- A. WHY MY LAST RELATIONSHIP ENDED.
- B. FAVORITE BAND.
- C. WHO I LIKE AND WHY I LIKE THEM.
- D. HARDEST THING I’VE EVER BEEN THROUGH.
- E. MY BEST FRIEND.
- F. MY FAVOURITE MOVIE.
- G. SEXUAL ORIENTATION.
- H. DO I SMOKE/DRINK?
- I. HAVE ANY TATTOOS OR PIERCINGS?
- J. WHAT I WANT TO BE WHEN I GET OLDER.
- K. RELATIONSHIP WITH MY PARENTS.
- L. ONE OF MY INSECURITIES.
- M. VIRGIN OR NOT?
- N. FAVOURITE PLACE TO SHOP AT?
- O. MY EYE COLOUR.
- P. WHY I HATE SCHOOL.
- Q. RELATIONSHIP STATUS AS OF RIGHT NOW.
- R. FAVOURITE SONG AT THE MOMENT.
- S. A RANDOM FACT ABOUT MYSELF.
- T. AGE I GET MISTAKEN FOR.
- U. WHERE I WANT TO BE RIGHT NOW.
- V. LAST TIME I CRIED.
- W. CONCERTS I’VE BEEN TO.
- X. WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF (…)?
- Y. DO YOU WANT TO GO TO COLLEGE.
- Z. HOW ARE YOU?
Tumblr has gotten to the point where if I post a picture of myself and I’m not every single race, sex, sexual orientation and genus in the world it’s considered racist and ignorant.
Sorry I’m not a trans native Venus fly trap
wow another ignorant cis white boy on tumblr dot com
What brings you joy? Horse back riding, photography, and MTG are the simplest answers to that. I love those things because they come easy to me, and I enjoy challenging myself with them. The highest joy for me, though, comes from philosophy. Being in school and sitting in a great class or having a great discussion is how I want to spend all my time :)
What is the most terrifying thing you’ve ever done? I really can’t remember. And I’m saying that because I know I experienced something recently that was scary to me, and I remember saying “that was the most scared I have ever been” to someone. I can’t remember what it was, though. I guess I should thank my brain for that - no one needs fear!
- Anubis: How do you feel about death?
- Atum: What are your greatest imperfections?
- Bastet: Do you have any cats?
- Hathor: What brings you joy?
- Horus: What is one thing you've had to fight for in your life?
- Osiris: Do you believe in the underworld?
- Ra: Do you have any major responsibilities or importance?
- Thoth: Do you like to read/write?
- Arawn: What is the most terrifying thing you've ever done?
- Bran: How is your health?
- Brighid: Tell us about your relationship with your father.
- Cernunnos: What is your favorite animal?
- Danu: What is your relationship with your mother?
- Morrigan: What do you think happens when we die?
- Olwen: What is your favorite flower?
- Rhiannon: Have you ever been betrayed?
- Bragi: What kind of music do you listen to?
- Freya: Have you ever been in love?
- Freyr: Do you have any children?
- Hœnir: Are you a silent or talkative person?
- Iounn: How old are you?
- Loki: What is the best trick you've ever pulled on someone?
- Odin: What is your family like?
- Thor: Would you consider yourself pretty powerful?
- Tree: What have you done with your life? What are you going to do with it?
- Aphrodite: What do you think of yourself?
- Ares: Are you an easy person to anger?
- Athena: Would you consider yourself an artist?
- Apollo: Do you play any instruments?
- Dionysus: Do you drink?
- Hades: Do you have a bad reputation?
- Hekate: Have you ever tried to communicate with the dead?
- Hermes: Have you ever stolen anything?
- Poseidon: Are you a moody person?
- Zeus: Are you a confident person?
- Jupiter: Would people say that you are intimidating or fairly approachable?
- Pluto: Where do you think we go when we die?
- Apollo & Dianna: Do you prefer to be up during the day or at night?
- Mars: Have you ever gotten into a fight?
- Minerva: Do you generally give good advice?
- Proserpine: Have you ever felt trapped?
- Plutus: Do you have a job?
- Venus: Have you ever had your heart broken?
- Vesta: Do you like being home or do you try to get out whenever you can?
- Morpheus: Do you daydream often? Of what?